Questions, Questions, Questions

I have to admit, I read the Spirita "Wellness is the Responsibility of Self" Blog every day.  I work for TumbleBrush, it is the least I can do to understand what it is I represent as a brand.  Today I would like to take the Wellness post from yesterday and make a few comments

"Even if we accept Awareness as being our Spiritual Bubble
we may need to explore our Opprotunities for being Aware of our Awareness."

-Spirita

How aware do I need to be?  How aware do you need to be?  Once I feel like I have grasped the idea of awareness, I look ove the edge of this abyss of awareness and realize there is far more to attain.  Is it possible to be fully aware?  Do I need awareness of foreign polotics as well as my representation to God?  How self aware can I become without living inside my own head and becoming a total hypocondriac? Can I become surface aware and let that surfice or will that lead to spiritual unwellness?

I fully accept the need to be aware.  However, I keep apporaching this idea and how it relates to me.  One minute I have to be aware of belching (also spoke of in the Spirita Wellness Blog) and the joys it allows my body to feel, then I have to be aware of how it affects "proper people", then how it affects the spiritual wellbeing of my self and others.  Then we take a look at a subject of something that is not quite as natural as bodily functions and it starts to make my head spin.  Who else do I need to be aware of?  Do there energies need me to simply be aware that they exsist or do I need to be more proactive in there awareness level?  Then on a grander level, awareness of God is even tougher for me to grasp.  It also begs the quesation what level of awareness do I need a micro awareness, self awareness, a community awareness, a global awareness, spiritual awareness and so on?

Makes my head a little dizzy.  Then on top of it, Spirita speaks of ME Energies, EM Energies OpO, and OPO..... I can't even grasp the idea of awareness, let alone this idea of Love Pumps and handsmagic.  But in my quest for awareness and wellness, if this is important I will shut up and absorb it as best as possible.  Haha  To many questions and I feel like I am overwhelmed.  Whew, off to Bed with Blankey.