A Forced Exercise in Awareness

Creating

Inspiration

is 

created

by

awareness.

I have been thinking a lot about Inspiration lately, mainly because I have felt it lacking in my life. Not to say that I have not felt like I enjoyed doing anything, I just haven't really felt the fuel to invent and reinvent my environment, to really engage my life.

It has been a couple weeks of this and I still hadn't the foggiest idea what was causing it. I just knew that I didn't feel my spark. But, now, I am going to use my awareness to solve this riddle, to figure out where my drive has gone.

First, I want to take a look at my environment, then my day to day activities, then the future and what I want. 

I have started to examine these things and am realizing what needs to change and what just needs a good shot in the arm. Already I feel better. Already I feel like I know what I need to do. It's actually fantastic this happened and in a strange way this was a forced exercise in using my Awareness.